And the nesting begins

27 Weeks

As you can see, things are a changing... and growing! Our Smithling is moving all over the place -- in the back of my mind I can't help but think she will be exactly the same when she's here in person -- an active little girl who never meets a stranger. And yes my belly button is showing through my clothing now -- I love it haha!

 

This past weekend my MIL and SIL threw me a baby shower and it was wonderful! So much family, a good friend from high school, and sweet new friends from State College. I wish I had taken more pictures -- then again I'm glad I wasn't stuck behind my camera and was able to enjoy all the people who came to celebrate our little girl. I loved all the decorations, the food was delicious, and the guests made it a blast with their competitiveness during the games.

 

I still have a lot of maneuvering to do in her room, but I was so overwhelmed with thankfulness on Sunday while I unpacked all the gifts we received. I really struggle to simply trust -- my friends, family, the Lord... you name it. And though I continue to try and fight for joy in celebrating this little girl I still can't quite let myself believe she's actually coming. Since our miscarriage I keep trying to prepare for the worst and it kills my hope and joy.

 

This weekend while I unpacked all the little outfits, the tiny tub, the stroller, the play yard, her diapers and wipes, the pacifiers, and her bottles -- gift after gift and I finally teared up. These things are real and they're for the growing little girl that WILL be here soon. I'm thankful for these little milestones that remind me God wants to give us this precious gift. It's a reminder to trust that the Lord is good and a humbling experience as I recognize how many people are already celebrating her!

 

That Ergo in the stroller is one of my favorite gifts so far. I can't wait to carry our little Smithling around with me as I run around town, clean the house, or cook dinner.